Thank you, dear sweet baby Jesus.

I was TOTALLY expecting a gain today, in light of being 45P+ in the red, and stress eating all week. No exercise. Antibiotic. Being sedentary.

I was DOWN 1.2! I almost fell off the scale.

It felt SO good to finally see a formidable loss again! That's it, I'm recommitted, fresh start, I am DONE with throwing my food down the crapper.

My work life SUCKS, so I need to make my personal life ROCK. Taking care of me, through healthful eating and activity, is my new hobby. It was my hobby until February. Sometimes, we get rocked. I think some of the weight I gained back was "happy weight" from settling into a relationship, too.

No more negativity. Need to embrace new food choices. Need to stay on TOP of errands.

I'm running a 5K tomorrow. I haven't trained for it, but it's just 3.1 miles, nothing to my 6.21 a few weeks ago. I'm going to run a short mile in today's BEAUTIFUL weather with the dog, and then just CHILL till it's time to see my man. There MAY be a mani/pedi in there, for the sole purpose of rewarding myself after a GOOD loss.

Not playing around anymore. THIS is hanging up on my closet.....

Not one, but TWO bikinis. I am about 7 lbs away from "hot" bikini weight. (I'm also psyched that I get to rotate in yet ANOTHER race number tomorrow, and rotate out my "ticket" frame to another wall in my room. I'm so OCD)

Starting Insanity this week - and going to try to move my (VERY SHORT) runs to mornings.

Starting measurements:

(in sports bra & capri pants)

Bust: 42"

Waist: 38"

Hips: 42"

R arm: 11"

L arm: 11"

R calf: 15"

L calf: 15"

Weight: 182.4

Here we go!!!